Saturday, January 25, 2014

40 Days Till 40 (Day 21)



THE LITTLE THINGS AGAIN (A.K.A. E.T. ROCKS!)

Over halfway in to this writing project and I have made a discovery:  it’s forcing me to take more notice of the little things.  While I’ve always enjoyed them, I hope that now I am learning to appreciate them.  That’s a good way to start a new decade, don’t you think?  Plus they give me something about which to write (as evidenced by the fact that this is the third blog entry of this ilk). 



I’ve always tried to be a “Big Picture” gal, but sometimes the details would make me nuts.  It’s why I could never be on Project Runway…it’d take me too long to finish a garment (I have a tendency to rip apart almost as many seams as I sew, if not more).  I’d be the last contestant leaving the workroom, fretting about the perfection of each and every stitch.  Even when I make my daughter’s Halloween costume, I still only see the flaws and they sometimes greatly upset me. 



Some people really don’t understand this.  My mind is always trying to figure out how to improve, how to create efficiency, how to establish a sense accomplishment.  Perhaps this didn’t work during my marriage, but it seems to be helping in my divorce—even if it’s taking me longer than others to figure it out.


Which brings me back to my original point:  life is messy.  There is sometimes no rhyme nor reason.  Sometimes we have to appreciate the “little joys” that make up our day and not worry about the “perfection” of them.

It may be silly, but one of my "little joys" of the day was winning a stuffed E.T. doll in a "claw" game on the second try.  It only cost $2 and it made me so happy.  That doll took me back to my childhood.  I was only 8 (the same age my daughter is now) when the movie came out and, oh, how I loved that wrinkly little alien.  So much so, in fact, I used to carry around a stuffed E.T. around in a blanket and sing to him.  I think I still have my original E.T. doll in storage (sharing a container with my Wicket the Ewok plush).  

But what made me even happier to win this E.T.?  When my daughter saw the doll sitting in the car, she yelled, "It's E.T.!" and started making him do a little dance (Because we all need to dance like a crazy E.T. doll sometimes.).

With that said, may your days be filled with "little joys”—in the best sense of the words, of course.   

Until tomorrow, Lovelies…. 

Written 1/24/14

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